This is what will heal you:
What will heal you, is to be 100% honest to yourself, no fooling, no playing, no ‘checking to do something and see what happens’, no ‘closing one eye’, no nothing.
Being purely unfiltered honest to yourself first, and then you attract this in the outer world aswell. When you know what you want, everything else feels wrong and hurts so much.
Healing and feeling good starts by being 100% honest, eventhough you think you might lose someone or push the person further away, but in fact, you just create a blank page and the history with the right person can be written.